Tao & I

so.. this is just one of those post about a fangirl who feels happy because she found similarities with her bias. well, not really. just a coincidence

here it goes.

on saturday, i was online on my spazz twitter account, where some minutes later tlist shares an update of Tao's new weibo dp.

 

i was surprised to see her hair. because, a day before Tao changed his dp, i ombre-ed my hair. i thought this girl on the photo has ombre hair too! i mean like, i ombre-ed my hair and the next day my bias changed his dp to a girl with ombre hair. kill me

i'll post about my new hair later :3

hmm but it turns out that this girl doesn't have ombre hair, it looked as if it is ombre-ed because of the backlight.

suddenly, 

Tao updated his weibo, angry about how annoying sasaeng fans are. i immediately log on to my weibo and see his account. i didn't see that girl on a building, but i see this F U C K 

i went again to my twitter. no one is talking about F U C K. am i the first to know?

then i tweeted his dp and got RTs. well, maybe i am the first to know, on my timeline.

blah blah blah that is not what i am gonna talk about.

and so i stalked his profile picture album, until i found 2 very interesting photos..

these photos looked kinda familiar, as if i have seen these before. then.. i remember that one day i had taken photos that looked almost like the ones taken by him.

as for the photos that i took....

 

look closely and compare the pictures...

 gonna make it big. LOL
on the left: pictures taken by me
on the right: pictures taken by Tao

HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA


*headshot*
*dies*

365 days has passed

i had the best time of my life.

i was about to upload a video of the concert on my IG account until i realize that dad get the computer to service and my priceless files are fucked, and fuck this computer too. what dissapoints me the most is that my dad's files and my brother's games are still in this computer. some other files too but my files are all gone. my EXO files are all gone too. FUCK DO YOU EVEN KNOW HOW MANY DEBUT TEASERS SHOULD I DOWNLOAD??!!

okay my brother just typed those "fuck"s up there. i love you

since i have no pictures and videos to share, oh wait i do have some things to share! 

well, i posted these last year :') thank god i still have some evidence. 

we just entered the stadion!

Kris and Amber during G6

and 2 fancams!! i have fancams of all SM artist clear and unclear and now they are all gone

yeah i know it's not really clear ^^

i'm really felt regret for not uploading EXO's performance on youtube.

sorry for the fucking swearings that i used in this post.

have a nice day

I need cash. FAST

BRB LAUGHING
OMG THE "$UHO" IMAGE SEARCH RESULTS ON GOOGLE ARE FUCKING HILARIOUS.
IT'S ON GOOGLE THAT'S WHY I'M LAUGHING LOUDER
NOT TUMBLR
OK BRB STILL LAUGHING

done.


GYAH MA MANEEEHH!!!
I'V SPENT AROUND 1 MILLION RUPIAHS IN A WEEK!
WELL YEAH, those items that i bought are part of my wishlist, BUT IT DOESN'T MEAN I SHOULD BOUGHT THEM ALL IN A WEEK!
they are long term wishlist that i made, one item for a month. the things that i have wanted since last year that i haven't bought.

well, i do still have some cash in my bank account. i could do some savings, but saving money from my weekly income is not enough, i need to find another way.

i need to write stories and send it to the newspapers and magazines. the problem is, i'm loosing my writing skills! i don't read indonesian translated books anymore, since my books (e-book fuck) for campus are all in english, and, indonesian translated books are quite expensive!
oh wait i still have some books that i haven't read. i'll try to read them and read other novels that i have.

anyway, posting a blog post in indonesian won't help, since normal people use daily language instead of formal language.

Header

Ta Daaaaah ~
i know the header looked a little too much for my background.. i got carried away! soo i changed my background as well, from this

to this..

i hope it matches well._.

as for the elements of the header, here are the pics/PNGs that i used

yep. only 4 items.
you can use the picsart app from your iPhone or Android (get the app here) to combine the pictures, but me myself used an online photo editor iPiccy. basicly it's just the same, except for the fonts. the fonts that i use are already available from iPiccy. Picart has it's own fonts too, or, use another photo editor that has nice fonts.

Anyways....
BWAHAHAHA THOSE CHEESY WORDS ON THE CORNER HAHAHA LMFAO MY QUOTE /COUGHS/

Review: TONY MOLY Kiss Kiss Lip Scrub

yeahh!! after so long i was curious with lip scrubs i finally got myself one! Kiss Kiss lip scrub from Tony Moly 

Description:

UV control lip essence for anti-aging thin and vulnerable lip skin. Regular peeling with grain containing scrub makes soft lips without irritating to your skin

Sharing Jojooba and Macadamia oil Butter – coating the dry lips after peeling Grain scrub – vegetable scrub for the effective peeling Honey- contains ideal nutrient such as vitamin, protein, mineral, aromatic substance and amino acid.

Direction:

Take suitable amount and massage your lips for 1-2 min with your finger After peeling cleanse your lips with water or tissue. Finally, applying lip essence and lip balm can make your lips look soft and silky.

fyi, the pink one is the lip scrub, while the red one is the lip balm. 

who wouldn't fall for the cute packaging? it's simple yet unique. the shape of the lips reminds me of Bratz. oh my gosh i just googled bratz... i think i'll go to the toy store and get my self one, since i dont have girly dolls such as barbie and so on when i was a kid (for psychological reasons.. my mom studied gender and psychology for her master degree *sobs*)

to open the lid, twist the upper part of the container, and remove the white cover.

i bought this on late-july, when it's ramadhan and moslems are fasting. i'm a moslem :v that time i was quite dehydrated, my lips are disgustingly flaky and chapped. i really really want to peel the skin of my lips! well, yeah it's not a good thing to do that, so i decided to look for something nice to peel those skin off . and so, a friend of mine recommended me to use this.

it's texture is creamy (mousse-y?) with really soft granules. at first i thought the granules won't help exfoliate the skin, buttttt, i was wrong! it worked per-fect-ly and it also removes the flakes of the dry skin. i'm really satisfied with this. i really recommend this for you who feel like peeling dry skin from the lips! (?) i mean, you know... :/ uummm... like, for you who have chapped lips and wanted to remove the dry skin. yea that's more like it lol

✔ Pros
- really helped me with my chapped lips. i can already see the result in 2-3 times of use.
- just like what the description says, it made my lips felt softer without irritating my skin. it also moisturizes.
- i love the scent. i dont know what actually the scent it, i think it's more like sweet-strawberry

✘ Cons
- the container is a liitle to big/thick for that amount of scrub. hohohoho :p 

Repurchase? as long there are no other korean lipscrubs, YES!
My rate: ★★★★★ / 5.0

Review: ETUDE HOUSE Sweet Recipe Jelly Lipstalk – JOR202

I bought this last April, had taken pictures, but haven’t been able to make a review. Duh, I have exams back then. And nooow… YESH I can finally write a review.

*drumrolls*

Etude House’s Jelly Lipstalk from the Sweet Recipe Line, shade JOR202 ^o^

 

The actual color is a lot more pinky-er, i don't know why it looked very orange-y in this pic. Maybe because of the light?

I did not take a picture of the jelly beans decoration at the bottom of the lipstick. The color of the jelly bean shows the color of your lipstick. 

a beautiful heart shape is carved on the side of the lipstick. i hope it's visible enough on the photo that i took.

Overall, the physical appearance of Jelly Lipstalk is really nice. The colorful box, the pearl-white colored container, the unique jelly beans decoration, also the heart carving on the lipstick really made this lipstick so lovable. However, I am quite dissapointed with the color result. The color doesn’t showed up like how I expected. This ended up really pink, as if I was using pink-colored lip tint. Well, Etude House did mentioned about "tint" on this shade, but still, I was looking for some-kinda natural peachy pink, like JPK004 and JOR202. I choose JOR202 because I was hoping that the tint may make it more long lasting rather than the non-tinted. Somehow the end result reminds me of JPK001. This is more like a tint bar rather than a lipstick. (it IS a tintbar!)

✔ Pros
- it has a unique scent, not sure what scent it is XD i guess, jelly beans? kinda nice actually, hahaha
- long-lasting, about 3-6 hours, depends whether you eat/drink or not. One day I use it before I slept and in the next morning when I woke up, my lips are still pink. I think it got absorbed by the skin.
- nice physical appearance. i've describe it above ^^


✘ Cons
- melts! I've seen some reviews that stated that this product melts, and I was curious, I wanted to prove it myself. Aand.. yeah. Well, it does not melt like ice cream. It gets a little soft, and become fragile. In the end, it breaks.. Hey I live in south-east asia where the weather is mostly hot all the time, so maybe this “melt” thing does not applies to some other places out there ^^ also, maybe keeping it in the refrigerator would help?
- the color doesn't shows up like how i expected.

Repurchase? Definitely no. the melt thingy got me neurotic, aaand.. it breaks.
My rate: ★★★☆☆ / 3.0