[131114] For a Second I Felt Like Song Ah Ri

okay you could totally bash me for this.
i'm sorry.
i know i don't look like her.
i don't know.
it suddenly came into me.
mianhe unnie.

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okay so let the real Song Ah Ri popped out for a second.

Kim Min Seok Saranghae

THIS MV IS EPIC
XIUMIN'S ACT IS EPIC

let's see the teaser first

 

YOU CAN SEE HOW GREAT XIUMIN'S ACT IS!!
my eyes are shimmered with tears :"
well, of course it's not only xiumin! Jin's voice and the music really brings the sad atmosphere..

now.. finally.. the MV

 

IT'S REALLY HARD NOT TO CRY!!
everything is perfect..
how xiumin love the girl though he knew she is blind. that is just, so pure. please read this..

some says that from the begining xiumin's eyes belongs to yoojung. others said that the "dad" doesn't know that yoojung is blind because when xiumin mention about it to his butler, his butler "sushed". 

well, enterpret what ever you like. i have my own enterpretation but i don't have to tell it here :p

oh, just and opinion.. i was really accepting that the girl is "someone else", a stranger. i mean, EXO stans has recognize her face from the Ivy Club photos with EXO K which made her really familiar. these "OMG XIUMIN SHE'S A FRIEND OF EXO-K" really ruins everything.. i also have known their real age so it's annoying when my logical real life explanation keeps reminding me about their age difference. LOL

anyway, this MV is EPIC

Woolim saranghae

Jin saranghae

Yoojung saranghae

Everybody involved saranghae

Rainy November

Friday 8/11, 11:48am, in a bus on my way to campus

November has come.. Hello November. Rainy season starts this month. Raining everyday. No dry laudry /sobs/
it's been a while since i brought my umbrella everyday, made my bag heavy of it's weight. i never actually use it untill the begining of this month. quite glad because now i can finaly use it and do a little bit of show-off but i do hate the fact that my shoes is now, always wet.
i always wore converse to campus. in fact 2 of my shoes are converse. i really don't like to wear flatshoes like how most girls wore. well, converse shoes are quite expensive here, so having it covered in mud and get soaked in puddles is a nightmare.

it's been around 2-3 months since i started collage. my mid term exam grades are impressive... well, not as "excelent" but you can say above the average. maybe i'll made a post about it. maybe.
as for the activities, i'm getting busier each day. since last week, i sell cakes around campus to gain some earnings for Environmental Month (EM). EM is an event held with Earth Hour Indonesia where we turned off the lights of jakarta. guess what? i've manage to be one of the Event Organiser! well, maybe LOL.
other things are, sometimes i have to get home late due to club meetings or assignments. everytime i have to get home late i always get home with dad. his office is only 250 meters away from my campus. unfortunately at these times i can't go home late with him because his office are having sort of troubles that made him get home realy late. while mom, we usually go home togehter. we meet up at a bus stop and mom past by and i get into the car. but now, i have to deliver the left-over cakes and return the earnings to my senior which takes an hour. i really don't want my mom to wait an hour for me. i could get home by myself but it really felt hard for me because now, we're having rainy season. i tried my best to keep my body fit and healthy. i hope i won't meet that stop where my body is tired and i'm unable to do my activities.

as for cash, umm still trying to do much savings. i often feel bad for the left-overs (cakes) so i bought some for myself.. yesterday i spend 200k for cosplay props (which i think 40% of it are useless purchase), hopefully by today i'm able to save 150k /kerays blood/

my alter-fangirl-ego. LOL i just made it up. ok here's the definition:

i'm having issues. please. no :) cure :)
1. Shin Dongho is no longer a member of U-KISS
2. Immature fans of EXO are on surface so now people's perspective of EXO stans are negative
4. 2Eyes is EPIC though they still have more to learn
3. Topp Dogg finally made their debut and i'm very glad that there are no 97liners and now i am crying over them cos they succesfully stole my soul and i'm currently in a dilemma of should i or should i not buy their debut album

Me, myself, and i, dont really like kpop groups (whether it's a boygroup or girlgroup) that are waay too cute and girly. well i can tolerate the girlgroups because as females those concepts siuts them but on boygroups, a big no no. sometimes i do liked groups with those concepts but i just "like". let the boys be males and the girls be females.

what else......
i think that's enough. just as a reminder i'm going to list the things that i should write
- my mid exam report
- hellofest 9
- xiumin's perfection
- topp dogg
- etude house and holika holika review

Review: IT'S SKIN Babyface Finish Beam - #2 Gold Beam

Okaayy ~ So here's the finish from the Babyface line that i mentioned before c:

Description:
Natural shine expression, Bright pearl texture for a healthy and cute make up look.
When used on clavicle and shoulder, gives a three-dimentional look.
 Endorsed by 2PM's Nickhun, the It's Skin Babyface Finish Beam is a highlighter best for providing a natural shine to your face and body.

who could resist it's innocent face and cutout angle wings??!

I'm in a very lazy mood right now, dont really know what to describe lol
You can use a brush or even your own fingers to apply this on to your face. Personally, I used my fingers because the surface of the finish beam may get really powder if i use a brush. It's not really a big deal lol i just don't like to see how it looked XD

the swatch

✔ Pros

- like how It's Skin claimed, it has bright pearl texture. I like how it shimmers and gives glows to the skin (on some areas like the nose brigde). It does seems pearly and not glittery

- of course, ADORABLE packaging

- small size easy to carry

- it could last more than 3 hours

✘Cons:

- depends on your base make up, sometimes it gets quite hard to blend

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My rate: ★★★★★ / 5.0

Review: IT'S SKIN Babyface Pure Lipstick - #3 Ballerina Pink

First review on October!
I'm so glad that I finally have something from the Babyface line, since I was really attracted to the cute young simple design of everything from the line LOL. I bought this lipstick on August (with the finish beam aswell, I'll do a review later) from chic-princessa. it is quite hard to find It's Skin products, especially the ready stock ones, so i'm very happy to find out that Chic Princessa has one of these.

Another thing that i love It's Skin Babyface's lipstick is that it is available in 10 different shades, which colors are soft and natural. It's hard for me to choose one. Not to mention that this lipstick is relatively inexpensive compared with other lipsticks.

so... here..... is... it ^o^

the packaging details..

The packaging is 100% made of plastic, which made it lightweight. The lid has the simple yet cute Babyface face and the product name. Once I took the lid off I suddenly realized how simple the container is. I didn't took a photo but you can see it from the first picture above.

and the color ~

The color is actually not as pink as it was on these pictures. When I tried it on my hand I can see that the color is quite transparent, less intense. I don't look like using lipstick when I first tried this, but after I tried to apply about 3-5 layers the color would shown and gave me a healthy natural finish. I actually loved it! I did'nt even looked pale as if I was sick.

I recommend to use lipbalm before applying this on your lips. My lips are quite flaky so when I swiped the lipstick on my lips I can see traces of my lip texture on the lipstick. Also, the lipbalm made the lipstick color better. Fyi, the lipstick seems to melt when it touches my lips, giving me a glossy look.

✔ Pros

- of course, the packagaing is really adorable! I just love how innocent it looked!

- there's a sweet scent, a reaally sweet soft scent._. i dont know what scent exactly. I think the lipstick also tasted kinda sweet..

- as I mentioned before, I love how the lipstick gave me a healthy natural finish

✘Cons

- it only last for 1-2 hours

- less intense

Repurchase? YEP. I want to try #7, coral pink, which is more like an orange tangerine color. 

My rate: ★★★★☆ / 4.2

EXO Stickers from KakaoTalk!

this is so kawaii

i fangirled when i saw a friend on IG shared her chat with this emoticons.

okay i'm gonna call it "stickers" instead of emoticos, since emoticons are usually more focused on faces.

i immediately open ktalk and look for the exo stickers. and so i found it and it only cost Rp 5500. less than a dollar or about 50 cents. aww

the best part is that i dont have to use those weird payment methods like on line, instead, i used my credit. not credit card.. um.. cellphone provider credit? u decide ;p
i forgot to tell, the payment method that i use is only available to some providers, such as Indosat, XL, and Telkomsel.

ugh i love them

so kawaii

/fangirls/

overall i'm satisfied with the stickers. their still looked handsome kawaii and how the stickers move are really cute. however, i think there are some stickers that may be quite useless. i dont have to mention which because i'm sure there a some people who may actually use them. there are no sad and angry stickers TT^TT

i think that's all.
bye

Comm F*cking Sci

i'm not even studying. i'm coloring my copy sheets

i dont know. i really hate this subject. well, not :) really :) communication science

my mid term exam starts from this wednesday. today is the third day of exams. i've prepared my exams very well. this one too, but idk wtf i cant get anything of this subject into my brain.

my note book has more colors than that. i'm just too lazy to take a picture of it.

so.. this subject has tons of things that you should remember. it's too much. overload. my class mates aren't even studying. class group chat is being random all of a sudden. i see no sense of no one studying.
got some personal chats that asked "have you study? what did you study? :"("
yeaah.... i havent even study anything.
i've studied a little since 4am this morning, but i'm sure that i still dont understand anything

have a nice day

[131011] My Ombre Hair

ANNYEONG!!
So finally, just as i've promised, a post about my ombre hair!

*cheers

HERE'S A SELCA ㅎㅎㅎㅎ

follow my Instagram acc -> @maojja

this is the back view of my hair. sorry it had an effect on it. i really love adding effects to my photos, sometimes i just forgot not to delete the original picture.

you can see that is is messy, LOL. i ombred my hair myself!

well, not exactly. i had some helps from my sister.

fyi, the effect made my hair looked blonde-er.

so.. above is the photo taken about 2-4 days after i ombred my hair. i didn't manage to took a selca *i mean kinda like ulzzang-like selca*, but i do took some selfies. Anyway the selca up there was taken yesterday, 2 weeks after I ombred my hair

ok. for me, selca and selfie are two different things. both of them are self-shot photos. the different is that korean uses the word "selca" and americans (or maybe normal people) uses the word selfie. so what i get... selca is more like "asian selfshots". i dont know whether i am right or wrong, just my personal opinion :v

the hair coloring that i use is from Schwarzkopf. i bought this when my family and i had a trip to UAE. i don't know whether this is available here in indonesia, but some other series of Schwarzkopf like the Fresh Light Foam is availabe and i often see them at drugstores or supermarkets.

i did not bleached my hair.
when i first tried this on the edge of my hair, i was surprised to see that my hair color really changed to real blonde. i mean, light! the result is IMPRESSIVE. and the best part is that it doesn't really damaged my hair! it only gave me some split-ends but i don't mind since most of my friends has split-ends too. also, my hair is still smooth!

Nadilla Marsha's tip to successful color result:
don't just applied it on your hair like applying hair conditioner, but try more like dip/soak your hair with it, so there are loads of hair dye on your hair. ugh sorry for my un-propper language. i just cant find the correct word! i tried to apply to the rest of my hair and the result is a total fail. my hair color only changed to dark brown. thank god i still have some left overs so i can re-do it allover and have my demanded color.

so, this is how it looked like
there's a really bright end that almost looked like white on the lower side of mt hair, that's where i first tested the product.

nadine lee's daily look LMAO

some people told me that if i did not bleached my hair, the dye would fade out after about 2weeks or 3 months. it's been 2 weeks and i think that the color has faded a little. i can see the difference when my hair is wet. on my first week the upper and lower part of my hair color really had a difference, but now all i see is black for my upper hair and brown (almost like medium auburn) for my lower hair.

so, here's the color after 2 weeks..
it still looked bright. :D

Tao & I

so.. this is just one of those post about a fangirl who feels happy because she found similarities with her bias. well, not really. just a coincidence

here it goes.

on saturday, i was online on my spazz twitter account, where some minutes later tlist shares an update of Tao's new weibo dp.

 

i was surprised to see her hair. because, a day before Tao changed his dp, i ombre-ed my hair. i thought this girl on the photo has ombre hair too! i mean like, i ombre-ed my hair and the next day my bias changed his dp to a girl with ombre hair. kill me

i'll post about my new hair later :3

hmm but it turns out that this girl doesn't have ombre hair, it looked as if it is ombre-ed because of the backlight.

suddenly, 

Tao updated his weibo, angry about how annoying sasaeng fans are. i immediately log on to my weibo and see his account. i didn't see that girl on a building, but i see this F U C K 

i went again to my twitter. no one is talking about F U C K. am i the first to know?

then i tweeted his dp and got RTs. well, maybe i am the first to know, on my timeline.

blah blah blah that is not what i am gonna talk about.

and so i stalked his profile picture album, until i found 2 very interesting photos..

these photos looked kinda familiar, as if i have seen these before. then.. i remember that one day i had taken photos that looked almost like the ones taken by him.

as for the photos that i took....

 

look closely and compare the pictures...

 gonna make it big. LOL
on the left: pictures taken by me
on the right: pictures taken by Tao

HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA


*headshot*
*dies*

365 days has passed

i had the best time of my life.

i was about to upload a video of the concert on my IG account until i realize that dad get the computer to service and my priceless files are fucked, and fuck this computer too. what dissapoints me the most is that my dad's files and my brother's games are still in this computer. some other files too but my files are all gone. my EXO files are all gone too. FUCK DO YOU EVEN KNOW HOW MANY DEBUT TEASERS SHOULD I DOWNLOAD??!!

okay my brother just typed those "fuck"s up there. i love you

since i have no pictures and videos to share, oh wait i do have some things to share! 

well, i posted these last year :') thank god i still have some evidence. 

we just entered the stadion!

Kris and Amber during G6

and 2 fancams!! i have fancams of all SM artist clear and unclear and now they are all gone

yeah i know it's not really clear ^^

i'm really felt regret for not uploading EXO's performance on youtube.

sorry for the fucking swearings that i used in this post.

have a nice day

I need cash. FAST

BRB LAUGHING
OMG THE "$UHO" IMAGE SEARCH RESULTS ON GOOGLE ARE FUCKING HILARIOUS.
IT'S ON GOOGLE THAT'S WHY I'M LAUGHING LOUDER
NOT TUMBLR
OK BRB STILL LAUGHING

done.


GYAH MA MANEEEHH!!!
I'V SPENT AROUND 1 MILLION RUPIAHS IN A WEEK!
WELL YEAH, those items that i bought are part of my wishlist, BUT IT DOESN'T MEAN I SHOULD BOUGHT THEM ALL IN A WEEK!
they are long term wishlist that i made, one item for a month. the things that i have wanted since last year that i haven't bought.

well, i do still have some cash in my bank account. i could do some savings, but saving money from my weekly income is not enough, i need to find another way.

i need to write stories and send it to the newspapers and magazines. the problem is, i'm loosing my writing skills! i don't read indonesian translated books anymore, since my books (e-book fuck) for campus are all in english, and, indonesian translated books are quite expensive!
oh wait i still have some books that i haven't read. i'll try to read them and read other novels that i have.

anyway, posting a blog post in indonesian won't help, since normal people use daily language instead of formal language.

Header

Ta Daaaaah ~
i know the header looked a little too much for my background.. i got carried away! soo i changed my background as well, from this

to this..

i hope it matches well._.

as for the elements of the header, here are the pics/PNGs that i used

yep. only 4 items.
you can use the picsart app from your iPhone or Android (get the app here) to combine the pictures, but me myself used an online photo editor iPiccy. basicly it's just the same, except for the fonts. the fonts that i use are already available from iPiccy. Picart has it's own fonts too, or, use another photo editor that has nice fonts.

Anyways....
BWAHAHAHA THOSE CHEESY WORDS ON THE CORNER HAHAHA LMFAO MY QUOTE /COUGHS/