#foodporn

this is porn alright

Let me explain about Ramadhan this year. One word, worst

This Ramadhan I only fast for a week. I can't fast on the first three weeks of Ramadhan because I was sick, and today, I had my fucking periods so I guess I can't fast till the end of Ramadhan. This month I haven't go to the mosque to do the Tarawih prayers and I haven't read the Holy Quran. I feel like I'm so far from God.

Some people may thought that it's lucky when you didn't fast. Yeah lucky if you can eat whatever you wanted to. I had trouble with my digestive system which doesn't allow me to consume anything hot, sour, or greasy. I also can't eat food that aren't soft enough to digest. What could I eat if it's not porridge??

When I finally fast, I was so happy because I was already fully recovered. In other words, I can eat food!! However, I went to dentist to have my monthly braces control (which I haven't get in 2 months due my tight schedule) and literally the dentist tightened up the arch wire and I can't eat anything. Back with all the porridges again. Damn

Today, I finally had a barbecue sirloin steak even though my teeth are not strong enough yet to consume this. Whatever, I don't care, I love it.

I miss food. All the flavors and spices, the glorious moment when you take a bite and all the savory made contact with your tounge, and you just realize how happy you are to taste this delicious dish.

Anyway, tonight my Dad, Zay and Ino would go back to our hometown. While mom and I stayed in Jakarta. See ya in 4 days